what a week

so i start my week off applying at APG and another temp agency, visited a friend that just had surgery for a hernia last week. Weeks going fine. I hit tuesday, the day is going alright for the most part then wednesday hits....I get a letter for the emergency dispatch job that I had put so much hope in telling me that I have not been chosen for the position. for me that is the upsetter for the month. I swear if I didn't pray about things I'd probably go insane by now. However what makes yesterday even better is the mrs got prescribed a new sleeping pill that she winds up having an allergic reaction to. So we rush to the hospital at 2 in the a.m. and don't get back til 5ish. o what a wonderful week. and we still have a whole day and a half to go. All i know is this rock band party better go by well tomorrow night or I'm going to be one pretty unhappy camper.

So if your reading this it would be awesome if you hired me

So I was filling out information on career builder for this application I had put in for a CAD position and they asked for links to any blogs I wrote and started thinking to myself. i know no one reads this but what if someone did. What would they think about me? So I considered doctoring up my blog to make myself into something I'm not but what good would that do. I'd get hired to some job and get fired 2 weeks later for not knowing jack so I've decided to leave it be for the moment. If anyone actually reads this if you've got any decent ideas on how to make my blog more empolyer friendly feel free to let me know.

so why post if no one reads?

because if i don't get things off my chest it will weigh down my heart. the posting is more for my sanity then for peoples enjoyment. I almost feel crazy answering a question i asked myself but to each their own.

i know no one reads my blog yet but eh

Faith is the assured expectation of things hoped for, the evident demonstration of realities though not beheld.—Heb. 11:1.

If we have faith, we are certain that everything Jehovah promises is as good as done. The convincing evidence of unseen realities is so strong that faith is said to be equivalent to that evidence. For instance, the existence of created things convinces us that there is a Creator. That is the kind of faith we will display if we keep walking by spirit. Lack of faith is “the sin that easily entangles us.” (Heb. 12:1) We need to rely on God’s spirit in order to avoid works of the flesh, materialism, and false teachings that can destroy faith. (Col. 2:8; 1 Tim. 6:9, 10; 2 Tim. 4:3-5) God’s spirit produces in Jehovah’s present-day servants faith like that of pre-Christian witnesses and others of Bible record. (Heb. 11:2-40) And our own “faith without hypocrisy” may well bolster the faith of others.—1 Tim. 1:5; Heb. 13:7. w07 7/15 2:19, 20

several hours later

So sometimes timing is everything. Just as I was ready to ask my parents for money to help pay a bill coming up low and behold my in laws call me up and save the day.......gotta love em. hopefully the last of the money will be here on time. one can only hope.

ironically though my stepfather asked me if I would be willing to move. before he finished the statement I gave him a "heck yeah". Pretty much he put an idea in my head. Apparently on one of our trips to GA we stayed @ one of his nephew's house. That nephew in particular works for the local electrical company and apparently he could get me a job. while I work there my step dad offered their cabin in GA as a residence. Unfortunately there are some long and strung out complications that could delay if not nix the whole plan. But so far out of all my choices it's the most accessible.

O well, off to ease my sorrows...........now where'd i put that 360 controller.

Holy Crap I'm out of time

So I started looking real serious into the whole firefighting/EMT thing. As the title says it. classess wouldn't start for either til April and I don't even know if my unemployment will last til then and since nowhere is hiring I'm starting to freak out pretty bad. Whenever I try to breath and just forget about things my wife snaps me out of it and brings me back to reality......brother can't get a break or nothing. Hopefully learning some Russian for the Russian congregation will help me out or something. Who knows. Maybe I'll run into someone talking about a position needing to be filled with a language barrier. I don't know. I'm just babbling @ this point.

Saw My Brother's Wife's Blog. Made me happy and sad at the same time. I'm spending so much time just trying to stay afloat I'm letting life pass me by. My 2nd youngest nephew was born just a little while before I got married and I still haven't had a chance to see him or any of the rest of my family. Last time I got too caught up in everything a mentor of mine passed away and I didn't even get a chance to say bye or anything.....life sucks.

I'm off to go borrow scissors and beg for money. Wish me luck.